Saturday, March 23, 2013

what's wrong with me??

oh lately, i'm thinking about death a lot and i'm dealing with some kind of an existential crisis. Not a nihilistic existential crisis, but you know, the kind of crisis "what if tomorrow i don't wake up". And the sickest part is that all these thoughts come up while i'm trying to make my self sleep. Ι'm thinking "death is imminent", instead of counting sheeps.
I keep analysing things in my head until I turn everything into a phobia. Not a positive trait.
listen to this please


  1. hello, the title of your post caught my attention. i'm sorry that you are feeling this way right now although I'm sure there are a lot of other people who feel the same. just keep in mind that what is important is that you live your life everyday to the fullest! enjoy everything you have right now and be happy. be crazy and don't regret. be thankful for what and who you have and make other people happy too :) most of all, always pray and ask for strength and happiness. don't forget to smile ^_^

  2. Oh, darling. I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I truly believe this will pass though.

  3. I think it's normal to feel this way sometimes, I've been there don't worry...but if it happens often, that's not so good! Very cool picture by the way :)